This holidays ...

I'm so excited to tell you all about my holildays.. Well, mostly I spend my holidays at home :D
Fun right??? I know righttt.... Doing the chores, watching TV and movies that I have been downloading because I know this holidays would be as bored as ... hmmm. I don't know, the sound of the cricket..?

This is what REAL FUN to me >>>

My first week of holidays is I went to camp, Colours of Youth in Keningau. Went there as 'AJK' . AJK makanan for the first time. I have no idea how to be a 'AJK Makanan'. The first day I'm like so bingung2.. But after many serving had done.. I got it! :)  I'm so glad to serve God. I hope there will be more camp where I can serve. There, I met a lot of new friends... Heee~ 

Did I mention that I got a new puppy? Anfield the pup ^_^ ...omigosshh so active puppy~

Yepp I scratched my car. Not my car.. but belongs to the fams. The bumper buttons came off.. I asked a stranger to help me to reverse the car because I was like so panic that time. Hehe! My handbag, purse, mobile phone all in there. Dont care... Got to get away from there. XD 

Wearing a punjabi to Bon Odori at UMS. So offside ni.. I didnt even realise =,=* dang. Anyway, I had fun :D

Meet old friends at the Bon Odori event. Gosh I missed them soooooooooooo much ><

I have watched Breaking Dawn Part 2 with Kelvin ! Satisfied~ Suspend... I almost cried when Carlyle (something like this the name), his head was pull off by the Head of the Volturi. 

Setting up the Christmas Tree ! I wish it was a bigger tree... I missed the old tree. 

Went to Hobbycon! Funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

My handsome boy ! I found that this picture of him is soooooo cutee :3

Celebrating Grandma's 72th birthday ! Grandma still look young ! ^_^ May God bless her always !

Check out my nails.. Purpleeee~ and my dreamcatcher bracelet. heee. Bragging~ XD

stress

At home... Yes I feel stress.

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I don't know what I'm saying this now. But fuck.. I hate this feeling.  Sorry. She keeps yelling and stressing out. I hate dealing with this. I hate myself because I blame people. I know it's wrong. I just can't think straight now.. God, I'm so sorry. I just need to let out of this thing in my mind, body ...what I felt now. This is not right. I'm sorry to say all of this. I feel so stress out. My brain feels like want to explode...! My music playing louder. I'm in my own world. I just need distraction..


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I wonder if you ever let God enter your heart? I hate it when you're smoke and all of the things you did that hurts you. You know what most of them love you the most...I can see. They love you. They care you. And me..? I'm just nothing. They care less. Forgotten. Like a ceiling.

My Holidays Reading ...what's yours ?

Tonight will start off my reading 'One Day' by David Nicholls. I have download the movie and currently 48.5%. Not going to watch until I have done reading it. I hope my holidays won't be bored. I think I should plan what should I do or just go with the flow. heee~ 

what can I say.

Just finish my LAST PAYPERRRR ! hehehe :D . what can I say.. Well I can conclude that Language Description was the most 'okay' paper among  the others. Oh oh!! English Studies...! ARGHHHH !!! I just hope I can pass my English Studies.. Damn. Irony ?? I forgot to study that part! why why why.... sigh.

I'm just hoping for the best now and all I can do that is pray for miracle to happen. HOPE is what I can have now. I hope that I can get 3.00 and above since I don't have the chances getting 4.00. huhu.. hancur dream saya >.< . It's okay lah.  I make sure myself prepared physically and mentally to face my first year Degree papers next year! Tengok lah... heee~ So this very day, My foundation year has ended happily sadly. Thank you God for your guidance and the strength You have given to me to complete my foundation!

Language Description is ovaaaa...over :D

So Language Description paper was quite okay I guess. Everything I've studied came out..But, some I forgot.. Hehe! Especially reported speech and clauses (little bit lah and a lot...haaa). Aiyoo >.< . Nevermind that because I've done my best and just have to leave the rest to God. Hopefully I get A! hahahaha XD

Yepp..this came out >>>
Stative Verb: Does not required '-ing' participle
I am having a cough. >>> HAVING!? Wronggg  ^_^

Transitive Verb must have Direct Object:
The new neighbour invited to his house.
Correct (pandai2 ni sa assume.. saja mo kasi senang hati :D )
 >>> The new neighbour invited them (I added this object >< ) to this house

Tenses ??? erk. I don't know....... T.T
this part I'm not that okay... it's about 'she magazine' .. well.

Type of sentences was fine. It's not difficult to identify the type :)


Tomorrow will be sitting the next paper ! Language Development! I hope it will be easy as SPM! HEHEHE...XD

ALL THE BEST TO ALL TESLIAN FOUNDATION !

Relief~

That is the first time the word was used.

Anyway... Just now it was so embarrassing. Madam almost caught Gwynth and I chit chatting in the class. I was so scared... It reminds of me during my primary 6 when I was caught with Sherry when we were talking in the class too. But that time I just blurt it out to the teacher what Sherry told me. So stupid am I. Why did I did that!? Actually Sherry was telling me about that inside MacArthur's wallet there is a picture of another girl, my junior. Yepp I told exactly like that to the teacher and of course the whole class heard it. Goshh... Luckily, History didn't repeat today. Relief~

So close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by 
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close 

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close 
So close
And still so far

by Jon Mclaughlin