5 days more

Wow... Times flies so fast! 5 more days then back to IP! Ohya! I don't know what's my result yet.. IP Gaya and Tawau (Tuaran not sure) already know! Nervous everyday but wanting to know...Curiousity >.<  .  Argh... On the 1st of January just after New Year the 31st, will be going baaaack... Haven't start my packing yet. Last night I was trying to pack but I got distracted with onlining. Hehe.. But, I will start tonight. Maybe.. 

Christmas was wonderful.. Truly the MOST beautiful time of the year! Happy Birthday to Jesus! I get to meet my family, cousins and relatives which rarely I meet. Christmas presents? As I grew up, the presents that I'm getting was getting little by little! Bah besalah makin gentuaaa!! hehe! I'm too old for this! (Not really... hehe! Wish I receive moree like last time.. XD ) I received a Christmas present from my sister. A book entitled 'Love Letters of Great Women'. I haven't start to read.. But I just took glance through it. Mostly the letters was written in 1817-1930 (something like that). Old English by the way. My sister said that it will help me to improve my literature. Seriously.. I dont read Old English... It's difficult for me to understand but I will try I guess. Thank you! Anyway, Christmas is not about receiving or getting presents.. It's about giving and what we have to offer and appreciate for our Saviour and celebrating for his coming.

We are the awesome siblings :D 

Omigosh I just love Kinect Adventures! Ate a lots that day.. But after playing this, haaaaa sweats baby!! Funn!

what if it happen

So this Friday, 21.12.2012, is it really true? The End Of the World?  Well, we can't be sure of that..  Because no one knows, Only God knows.

No One Knows the Day and Hour
Matthew 24:36-44

³⁶ “But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. ³⁷ As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. ³⁸ For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark; ³⁹ and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. ⁴⁰ Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. ⁴¹ Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.

⁴² “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. ⁴³ But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. ⁴⁴ So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

44: Prepare for the coming of the Son of God, Jesus Christ!

Whatever happens, we just have to keep our faith strong to God. Trust Him that everything is going to be okay.

I asked my mum whether this Friday it's her off day, she said no. She asked me why. It's 21 mum! Then, she said 'Ohya.. But my offday starts on the following Monday. I can't take another day off anymore. It's okay.. Pandai2 lah saya tu. It's okay we're apart.. .........(My mum say something that touch my heart)  '. Start from there, I almost cry. I hold back my tears because there was a guest there for the Advent Prayer.. I don't want us to be apart. I just want  my whole family to be together on that day, who knows what will happen right. I love them so much! I don't want to loose any of them. Can I be with my loved ones on that day?

My beloved family !!!  ❤

Kelvin !!! ❤

My grandmas, grandpa. Aunties, Uncles, Cousins !!! ❤

My friends !!! ❤

It's a success :)

Hair Chalking is a success!

Hehe.. I wish the hair chalks stays longer or permanent! HAHA. I did two streaks, right and left and of course my err what's that called.. upper hair? Yellow with orange. Actually I want to colour it Purple! But the colour doesn't pop out. Yeah hair chalks for black hair is limited :| . As you can see, the streaks colour that I have chosen are teal, pink, white. Mermaid hair! hehe..not exactly a mermaid hair. But close. I think.  Maybe if I did my whole hair, it will look alike. But it will take a lot of chalks and I don't want to waste it escpecially the teal colour >.<  

Messy... >.<V

Before Hair Chalking

Top of the Morning ! Today, I'm going to try my hair chalks that I ordered from Style By Juliet :) . I paid for RM48 (not including the postage). It's not a really a chalk that is used to write on a blackboard like that. It is a 'Soft Pastel'. Not oily or wax. Seems like in Sabah, it is difficult to find this soft pastel because I went to Popular and AA Stationery, I just couldn't find it. But I haven't check at The Art Shop in Karamunsing. Maybe over there, the 'existence' of this soft pastel is on the shelf. Hehe.. So, there are 24 colours of this hair chalks; lime green, hot pink, sky blue, orange, white..etc.  It is Mungyo brand which made in Koreaaa. If I knew it early, I just asked my little sister to buy these pastel there =.=" . I'm like kind of nervous to try it out.. hehe. Right now, I'm trying to find some inspiration before hair chalking my hair. I'm searching a picture of a dark hair with hair chalks on it so maybe I can take that as an inspiration... XD

Pretty Colours!

Mermaid hair ...! 

I wish I can do like this!

Dark Hair with Hair Chalks

Blonde Hair is easier to match with any colours! 

This holidays ...

I'm so excited to tell you all about my holildays.. Well, mostly I spend my holidays at home :D
Fun right??? I know righttt.... Doing the chores, watching TV and movies that I have been downloading because I know this holidays would be as bored as ... hmmm. I don't know, the sound of the cricket..?

This is what REAL FUN to me >>>

My first week of holidays is I went to camp, Colours of Youth in Keningau. Went there as 'AJK' . AJK makanan for the first time. I have no idea how to be a 'AJK Makanan'. The first day I'm like so bingung2.. But after many serving had done.. I got it! :)  I'm so glad to serve God. I hope there will be more camp where I can serve. There, I met a lot of new friends... Heee~ 

Did I mention that I got a new puppy? Anfield the pup ^_^ ...omigosshh so active puppy~

Yepp I scratched my car. Not my car.. but belongs to the fams. The bumper buttons came off.. I asked a stranger to help me to reverse the car because I was like so panic that time. Hehe! My handbag, purse, mobile phone all in there. Dont care... Got to get away from there. XD 

Wearing a punjabi to Bon Odori at UMS. So offside ni.. I didnt even realise =,=* dang. Anyway, I had fun :D

Meet old friends at the Bon Odori event. Gosh I missed them soooooooooooo much ><

I have watched Breaking Dawn Part 2 with Kelvin ! Satisfied~ Suspend... I almost cried when Carlyle (something like this the name), his head was pull off by the Head of the Volturi. 

Setting up the Christmas Tree ! I wish it was a bigger tree... I missed the old tree. 

Went to Hobbycon! Funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

My handsome boy ! I found that this picture of him is soooooo cutee :3

Celebrating Grandma's 72th birthday ! Grandma still look young ! ^_^ May God bless her always !

Check out my nails.. Purpleeee~ and my dreamcatcher bracelet. heee. Bragging~ XD

stress

At home... Yes I feel stress.

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I don't know what I'm saying this now. But fuck.. I hate this feeling.  Sorry. She keeps yelling and stressing out. I hate dealing with this. I hate myself because I blame people. I know it's wrong. I just can't think straight now.. God, I'm so sorry. I just need to let out of this thing in my mind, body ...what I felt now. This is not right. I'm sorry to say all of this. I feel so stress out. My brain feels like want to explode...! My music playing louder. I'm in my own world. I just need distraction..


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I wonder if you ever let God enter your heart? I hate it when you're smoke and all of the things you did that hurts you. You know what most of them love you the most...I can see. They love you. They care you. And me..? I'm just nothing. They care less. Forgotten. Like a ceiling.