5 days more

Wow... Times flies so fast! 5 more days then back to IP! Ohya! I don't know what's my result yet.. IP Gaya and Tawau (Tuaran not sure) already know! Nervous everyday but wanting to know...Curiousity >.<  .  Argh... On the 1st of January just after New Year the 31st, will be going baaaack... Haven't start my packing yet. Last night I was trying to pack but I got distracted with onlining. Hehe.. But, I will start tonight. Maybe.. 

Christmas was wonderful.. Truly the MOST beautiful time of the year! Happy Birthday to Jesus! I get to meet my family, cousins and relatives which rarely I meet. Christmas presents? As I grew up, the presents that I'm getting was getting little by little! Bah besalah makin gentuaaa!! hehe! I'm too old for this! (Not really... hehe! Wish I receive moree like last time.. XD ) I received a Christmas present from my sister. A book entitled 'Love Letters of Great Women'. I haven't start to read.. But I just took glance through it. Mostly the letters was written in 1817-1930 (something like that). Old English by the way. My sister said that it will help me to improve my literature. Seriously.. I dont read Old English... It's difficult for me to understand but I will try I guess. Thank you! Anyway, Christmas is not about receiving or getting presents.. It's about giving and what we have to offer and appreciate for our Saviour and celebrating for his coming.

We are the awesome siblings :D 

Omigosh I just love Kinect Adventures! Ate a lots that day.. But after playing this, haaaaa sweats baby!! Funn!

what if it happen

So this Friday, 21.12.2012, is it really true? The End Of the World?  Well, we can't be sure of that..  Because no one knows, Only God knows.

No One Knows the Day and Hour
Matthew 24:36-44

³⁶ “But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. ³⁷ As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. ³⁸ For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark; ³⁹ and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. ⁴⁰ Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. ⁴¹ Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.

⁴² “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. ⁴³ But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. ⁴⁴ So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

44: Prepare for the coming of the Son of God, Jesus Christ!

Whatever happens, we just have to keep our faith strong to God. Trust Him that everything is going to be okay.

I asked my mum whether this Friday it's her off day, she said no. She asked me why. It's 21 mum! Then, she said 'Ohya.. But my offday starts on the following Monday. I can't take another day off anymore. It's okay.. Pandai2 lah saya tu. It's okay we're apart.. .........(My mum say something that touch my heart)  '. Start from there, I almost cry. I hold back my tears because there was a guest there for the Advent Prayer.. I don't want us to be apart. I just want  my whole family to be together on that day, who knows what will happen right. I love them so much! I don't want to loose any of them. Can I be with my loved ones on that day?

My beloved family !!!  ❤

Kelvin !!! ❤

My grandmas, grandpa. Aunties, Uncles, Cousins !!! ❤

My friends !!! ❤

It's a success :)

Hair Chalking is a success!

Hehe.. I wish the hair chalks stays longer or permanent! HAHA. I did two streaks, right and left and of course my err what's that called.. upper hair? Yellow with orange. Actually I want to colour it Purple! But the colour doesn't pop out. Yeah hair chalks for black hair is limited :| . As you can see, the streaks colour that I have chosen are teal, pink, white. Mermaid hair! hehe..not exactly a mermaid hair. But close. I think.  Maybe if I did my whole hair, it will look alike. But it will take a lot of chalks and I don't want to waste it escpecially the teal colour >.<  

Messy... >.<V

Before Hair Chalking

Top of the Morning ! Today, I'm going to try my hair chalks that I ordered from Style By Juliet :) . I paid for RM48 (not including the postage). It's not a really a chalk that is used to write on a blackboard like that. It is a 'Soft Pastel'. Not oily or wax. Seems like in Sabah, it is difficult to find this soft pastel because I went to Popular and AA Stationery, I just couldn't find it. But I haven't check at The Art Shop in Karamunsing. Maybe over there, the 'existence' of this soft pastel is on the shelf. Hehe.. So, there are 24 colours of this hair chalks; lime green, hot pink, sky blue, orange, white..etc.  It is Mungyo brand which made in Koreaaa. If I knew it early, I just asked my little sister to buy these pastel there =.=" . I'm like kind of nervous to try it out.. hehe. Right now, I'm trying to find some inspiration before hair chalking my hair. I'm searching a picture of a dark hair with hair chalks on it so maybe I can take that as an inspiration... XD

Pretty Colours!

Mermaid hair ...! 

I wish I can do like this!

Dark Hair with Hair Chalks

Blonde Hair is easier to match with any colours! 

This holidays ...

I'm so excited to tell you all about my holildays.. Well, mostly I spend my holidays at home :D
Fun right??? I know righttt.... Doing the chores, watching TV and movies that I have been downloading because I know this holidays would be as bored as ... hmmm. I don't know, the sound of the cricket..?

This is what REAL FUN to me >>>

My first week of holidays is I went to camp, Colours of Youth in Keningau. Went there as 'AJK' . AJK makanan for the first time. I have no idea how to be a 'AJK Makanan'. The first day I'm like so bingung2.. But after many serving had done.. I got it! :)  I'm so glad to serve God. I hope there will be more camp where I can serve. There, I met a lot of new friends... Heee~ 

Did I mention that I got a new puppy? Anfield the pup ^_^ ...omigosshh so active puppy~

Yepp I scratched my car. Not my car.. but belongs to the fams. The bumper buttons came off.. I asked a stranger to help me to reverse the car because I was like so panic that time. Hehe! My handbag, purse, mobile phone all in there. Dont care... Got to get away from there. XD 

Wearing a punjabi to Bon Odori at UMS. So offside ni.. I didnt even realise =,=* dang. Anyway, I had fun :D

Meet old friends at the Bon Odori event. Gosh I missed them soooooooooooo much ><

I have watched Breaking Dawn Part 2 with Kelvin ! Satisfied~ Suspend... I almost cried when Carlyle (something like this the name), his head was pull off by the Head of the Volturi. 

Setting up the Christmas Tree ! I wish it was a bigger tree... I missed the old tree. 

Went to Hobbycon! Funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

My handsome boy ! I found that this picture of him is soooooo cutee :3

Celebrating Grandma's 72th birthday ! Grandma still look young ! ^_^ May God bless her always !

Check out my nails.. Purpleeee~ and my dreamcatcher bracelet. heee. Bragging~ XD

stress

At home... Yes I feel stress.

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I don't know what I'm saying this now. But fuck.. I hate this feeling.  Sorry. She keeps yelling and stressing out. I hate dealing with this. I hate myself because I blame people. I know it's wrong. I just can't think straight now.. God, I'm so sorry. I just need to let out of this thing in my mind, body ...what I felt now. This is not right. I'm sorry to say all of this. I feel so stress out. My brain feels like want to explode...! My music playing louder. I'm in my own world. I just need distraction..


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I wonder if you ever let God enter your heart? I hate it when you're smoke and all of the things you did that hurts you. You know what most of them love you the most...I can see. They love you. They care you. And me..? I'm just nothing. They care less. Forgotten. Like a ceiling.

My Holidays Reading ...what's yours ?

Tonight will start off my reading 'One Day' by David Nicholls. I have download the movie and currently 48.5%. Not going to watch until I have done reading it. I hope my holidays won't be bored. I think I should plan what should I do or just go with the flow. heee~ 

what can I say.

Just finish my LAST PAYPERRRR ! hehehe :D . what can I say.. Well I can conclude that Language Description was the most 'okay' paper among  the others. Oh oh!! English Studies...! ARGHHHH !!! I just hope I can pass my English Studies.. Damn. Irony ?? I forgot to study that part! why why why.... sigh.

I'm just hoping for the best now and all I can do that is pray for miracle to happen. HOPE is what I can have now. I hope that I can get 3.00 and above since I don't have the chances getting 4.00. huhu.. hancur dream saya >.< . It's okay lah.  I make sure myself prepared physically and mentally to face my first year Degree papers next year! Tengok lah... heee~ So this very day, My foundation year has ended happily sadly. Thank you God for your guidance and the strength You have given to me to complete my foundation!

Language Description is ovaaaa...over :D

So Language Description paper was quite okay I guess. Everything I've studied came out..But, some I forgot.. Hehe! Especially reported speech and clauses (little bit lah and a lot...haaa). Aiyoo >.< . Nevermind that because I've done my best and just have to leave the rest to God. Hopefully I get A! hahahaha XD

Yepp..this came out >>>
Stative Verb: Does not required '-ing' participle
I am having a cough. >>> HAVING!? Wronggg  ^_^

Transitive Verb must have Direct Object:
The new neighbour invited to his house.
Correct (pandai2 ni sa assume.. saja mo kasi senang hati :D )
 >>> The new neighbour invited them (I added this object >< ) to this house

Tenses ??? erk. I don't know....... T.T
this part I'm not that okay... it's about 'she magazine' .. well.

Type of sentences was fine. It's not difficult to identify the type :)


Tomorrow will be sitting the next paper ! Language Development! I hope it will be easy as SPM! HEHEHE...XD

ALL THE BEST TO ALL TESLIAN FOUNDATION !

Relief~

That is the first time the word was used.

Anyway... Just now it was so embarrassing. Madam almost caught Gwynth and I chit chatting in the class. I was so scared... It reminds of me during my primary 6 when I was caught with Sherry when we were talking in the class too. But that time I just blurt it out to the teacher what Sherry told me. So stupid am I. Why did I did that!? Actually Sherry was telling me about that inside MacArthur's wallet there is a picture of another girl, my junior. Yepp I told exactly like that to the teacher and of course the whole class heard it. Goshh... Luckily, History didn't repeat today. Relief~

So close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by 
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close 

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close 
So close
And still so far

by Jon Mclaughlin

tick tick tick

'Tick, tick, tick' ... It is an onomatopoeia. It is a ticking sound of a clock. It ticks and ticks. Showing the time. I didn't invent time. I couldn't rewind or fast-forward it. How I wish I could. If someone had invented the time machine, that person is the greatest inventor of all times. I bet everyone has waste their time doing things that is worthless and some just for fun. They stopped and think if only they could go back in time and make it worth. Can they make their time? For me.. Yes everyone can make their time. Make time; manage your time. I admit that I couldn't manage my time in a way that people say 'organise'. But, I'll do try my best to manage for it.. for my leisure and study. Writing my blog is one of the things that I did during my leisure..Still I didn't write much in here..heee~ I did things that I love or spend quality time is my cup of tea. 

Since exams is around the corner.. I think I have to cut down all the fun activities.  Huhu... 

The Saturday :D

My Saturday ... Woke up near 9am today. I went to Pan Mee with my parents. Lama sudah x pigi ni.. Kesedapan makan pan mee goreng sana! hehe.. Di keningau tiadaaaa.. Topun!! Then, I met my roomate there si Gwynth. heee~ Actually our plan is to go out with Juni since he's here with his family. But my mummy want to get her hair done. So we went to CP. Drop my mum at Patrick's saloon, dad and I went to survey some ukulele at Asia City to Kg Air. Less option of ukulele sell at music mart, Asia City, Then the music store at Kg Air, no stock =.="  . Then my dad and I walked to KK Plaza.. Went to the Hollywood Music House. Lots of option to pick there. My dad bought me Mahalo brand. I don't what kind of ukulele brand is good.. >.< . Just check on the internet that this brand is cheap and good for beginner like me... hehehe ^_^V. THANK YOU DADDY !!!  Going to bring this ukulele to IP .. I hope Russell and Gwynth can teach me to play :3 .. Mum says to me that when I comeback here, I must know how to play already.. I told her that I won't comeback until the last day of semester and I will :) . But since there is one left free bus ticket.. So yeahh.. I'll be coming back.

I'm so at noob at playing my ukulele. But I won't gave up .. practice practice :)
Picture below is my new baby ^_^

English Studies >.< .. y u no good to me...

Today was the English Studies Trial. It was the Final Examination ES paper last year that our senior had taken. It was difficult. Haha... The paper consists of structure and essay question. We have to complete it in 3 hours. The section A was the poem entitled 'Night Ride' by Herbert Read and the section B was the short story 'Quiet Hour' by Sarah Salway. The short story is very interesting to read while the poem it is hard for me to read between the lines. Done my best to analyse it >.<.  huuu...  Both of this section, is unknown which means we have never study this things. It all depends on the concept that apply or based on our understanding. It was expected that our trial paper was our senior's paper that our class will take but I just focus on it 50/50 when I do my revision last night. For essay questions; section C and D, are way more difficult.....I don't know what I have written on it. Plus my hand writing was hideous ! I hope Madam is able to read it. 

I managed to take a picture. heee~

After Madam had collected our paper, she asked how was the trial? I was like... 'Haaaard' ... (ohmyyenglish..typical malaysian.. correction in my mind that time : difficult ;) ) . I told her the poem was difficult. Then all of the sudden, she went through the paper and saying it was easy. Then on the spot we had a discussion for our trial.. I was like gosh... do we have to do it right now >.< . There I found out that one of my answer that I have rubbed off was correct !!! ARGHHHHH !!! whyyyy......damn. 

Why do you think the lovers are on the journey? <<< something like this.

First answer: The lovers are on the journey because they want to have their own life together as their relationship was not approve.

FINAL ANS: The lovers are on the journey because they want to go somewhere by taking the night bus. <<< wtf. !@#$% 

here is the poem... 

Along the black

leather strap

of the night 

deserted road

swiftly rolls

the freighted bus

Huddled together

two lovers doze

their hands linkt

across their laps

their bodies loosely

interlokt

their heads resting

two heavy fruits

on the plaited

basket of their limbs

Slowly the bus

slides into light

Here are the hills

detach'd from dark

the road, uncoils

a white ribbon

the lovers with

the hills unfolf

wake cold

to face the fate

of those who love

despite the world.

Ohya... I think I did well my Language Description Trial than English Studies. I think. Hope so :3

6 Weeks More To Go

See that title? Yes 6 more weeks then it's holidays!!! :D
I really can't wait for it. I didn't realise that the time moves so fast. it feels like yesterday I just enter college.. Haaa~ Holidays are nearer, Examination too. Going to sit my first exam in IPG officially~! I can't wait..! Ohhmygosh ..since when I'm so excited for exams =.=" . But I just can't wait for it to finish. I hope I can pass with flying colours result.. I hope I can score in that four major subjects.. especially on the difficult ones; English Studies and Language Description.

So tomorrow I will be sitting my Language Description Trial Exam and also maths test.
Didn't study for maths.. I put my focus more on LDS because it is the major!! Then Thursday, English Studies! Madam says she will add more questions.. >.<
Hope these trials will help me in improving my understanding of the topics...

"I just have to have faith in myself, effort and most importantly God to go through in this journey"

Have You Ever Wondered ?

The Road Not Taken. I know everybody has been in this situation. The Diverge Road... or crossroads of our life. Which road? Which path? I have taken the other one. It is not a highway. Not a perfect road. I think that every road has its crooks, bumpy or maybe gravel. Been there but my journey is still a long way to go. That is life. But, have you ever wondered what if you take the other one? When I lay down, that thought.. I've been wondering...

Until now. Still wondering :)

BLOODY CONTRACT... HAAA~

Recess, take a break, ate lunch together with my friends. Then who will take in charge of the plates, spoons and forks ? I mean who will put in the basin ? Hahaha... We came up with this.. Our schedule or CONTRACT !

It was officiated by Gwynth and Juni yesterday. Gwynth made this :D

Not Bieber. Not 1D... Even better :D

Yeaaa NOT BIEBER. NOT 1DIRECTION...

It's okay I didn't meet them or went to their concert. I meet even better than them. HAA~!

I'm sooooo happy to meet the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge or..

Prince William and Kate Middleton !!! told ya... :P

It was very unexpected to meet them. Coincidence actually. 

I met them at my cousin's wedding reception at Shangri-La Tanjung Aru Hotel. 

My heart went pumping and the air feels so hot suddenly. My make up went melt.. :|

Here's my prove ... ^_^V

There's Kate with the girl. The girl is giving her present I think. And there's Prince William behind.. 

She is so graceful! Beautiful :)

pictures of August

GWYNTH'S PHOTO.

It is dusty here.

my blog................ Sorry I've abandoning you >.< 

I missed so much blogging!

Gome gome gome... Been busy again.

Anyway, now I'm in third semester. So exam is like 1 month away.. NERVOUS. It's like I got this same feeling before when I've seated for my SPM. arghhh...! 

I am not ready yet for exam.  Last week, we got this Language Description test. I did badly D':
But social studies .. haha! fckyeah.. lol. I think I nailed it. I THINK. perasaaan :P 

English Studies test is tomorrow ! ohgosh... not ready. Unknown poem and story.. How am I going to survive ??? and Shakespeareeeee but I think Things Fall Apart is okay.  

enough with that. 

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As I started my Third Semester ... 

- Courseworks. yeaah :|              DONE ALL ! 

- In August, I went to Sabah Youth Day 3 in Tambunan for like 1 week during hols! It was fun and I learned alot from there. Gwynth and I lived together at our foster family. It's a pity that we didn't manage to know each other only names. huhu :( 

- Have a conflict ... with. Better not to mention. 

- I know who I can trust with. 

- I got new phone... haaaa. (mau juga kasitauuu)

- one of the seniors in our IP had passed away. It was very sad indeed especially to his friends here. Sudden and Shock. May his soul rest in peace. 

- BBQ at our tutor's house.Thank you madam !!!

 Her house is so beautiful. Our madam lives alone because her children are currently study in Peninsular and her husband had passed away. Madam seems lonely.. I wish I can accompany but it's like every week I went back home. Maybe the ones who stayed at the dorm can accompany her :) 

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I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS !!! 

I THINK RODEAN WILL BE STALKING EVERYONE'S BLOG! NOTE TO EVERYONE... ALERT! ALERT! 

our King Lear drama :D

handsome yakuza dude over there :P 

Our grand entrance 'King Lear'

Our dramatisation 'King Lear' was successfully conducted! Everyone was nervous that time and excited! Glad it's over and phew!.. Stress bye bye!!! So here's a more pictures of our drama !

With Burgundy and me 

The Fool and Kent 

Mother's Day !

ok. hello ... ! it's been a looooooooooong time I didn't update my blog >.<
so anyway, I want to share a video that Jocelyn and I had make for our mother as a present .

My mom cried after watching this including me >.< . I love you mommy ! Thank you for everything :* 

dramaaaaaaa

Outside Castle . Love the bricks floor.. <3

Good day readers :) . Check out our backdrops for our King Lear Drama.

Our Language Camp is coming up so is our DRAMA ! King Lear~ I hope our drama goes smoothly *finger crossed* . 

                           I've been busy with my assignments that need to pass up this week and next week. Just got another coursework. And it's MATHS. MATHS. MATHS. Date due is next week. Gosh.. I don't really understand this coursework. It's about problem routine and non problem routine, Model problem solving  Polya (something like that.. I just directly translated from BM. Hopefully it's correct >.< ). Anyway, I hate to procrastinate. But sigh.. EFF this habit. I'm trying to throw away my old habit. 

Gloucester's eyeballs.. !!!

kawan-kawanku :D

During Moral Education class :D

FRONT : Era, Carolyn, Mr. Donatus, Mariam, Gwynth and Joanne (me)
BEHIND : Junichiro, Rodean, Aaron, Elna, Russell and Mark.

 Today,  Gwynth and Carolyn presented their presentation about Hinduism. 

saya rindu my sayang

Counting days ... I can't wait that day to see him again .... >.<
FAST FAST pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...!
I missed him sooooooooo much ! Last night, we had a video call ^_^ .  Seeing Kelvin makes me wants to be with him all the time and makes me missing him even more :'( .

HAHA! Really make my day by just looking at this picture :D  . Korean  peace V^_< . Cute enough to make me melt >.<

Fun Fair with my friends :D

SPACE GUN !!!  That feeling up in the air left me breatheless...

I had sooooooo much fun ! This is the first time I went to Fun Fair with my friends : Era, Elna, Aaron, Rodean and Junichiro. Gwynth and Carolyn weren't able to join to us that time :( .  Since the day was the last day of our Mock Exam so we went to released or relieved this stress we're having for weeks... First ride was the space gun. It was very thrilling and heart pumping !!! Especially when it goes up and it stays up in the air for like 5 seconds. That 5 seconds moment was so terrifying ! It feels like I was about to fall.. >.< . The space gun was 360 degree spinning round and round and luckily I didn't vomit in the air :D or the people down there will be having their 'special moment' . Hee~

And it goes round and round ...

*Candid* Juni was looking somewhere
 and Rodean was buying dinner.

Era and Elna peace ^_^V

After that, we went to ride the 'Tagada' which is the spinning slanting wheel something like that and there was times when it was a bumpy ride. Gosh.. It was torturing but I had fun ! There was one time I was not on my sit and almost fell down >.< . Luckily I hold the railing and my friend were there to pull me up ^_^ . It's kind of embarrassing  people seeing me that time. But what the heck... Next, sudden impact was our next ride. It's not that thrilling as space gun or bumpy like Tagada. It was alright and the most relaxing ride ever I think. We went with our seniors riding Sudden Impact. We also played the bumper cars.. Good times~ Still having body ache especially waist =.= zZ